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Learning to Live Between Hope and Reality

Hello, this is Seung. It's been a while. Time really flies. I have received my 27th chemo session so far.  My last one was on October 28. My weight is at 166.4 pounds. I'm slowly gaining.  My CEA is dropping. It went up to 2561, but is now at 219. Back in May, I had a surgery (HAI pump placement) for the first time in my life. Now, two scars are very visible on my tummy. Thankfully, I have recovered from the surgery well (prayers answer!) I carry a pump and a port in my body now.  I still have neuropathy. It hasn't gotten better or worse. I'm losing hair again O is calling me "Baba" It's been so long that I have so many things on my mind. Surgery seems like a distant past, but that was only four months ago. I cannot believe where I am now. Thankfully, the new treatment (HAI) is working well for now. My liver functions have improved. My last CT scan in October showed the tumors on my liver decreased in size. That's great news! Yet, we also learned that ...