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Stage 4 Adenocarcinoma. Cancer. These are words that you never expect to hear at 36.   May 17. That's the day we received the results of Seung's abdominal and pelvic CT. They had found masses in his rectum, liver and lungs. Seung hadn't been feeling well for a couple of months but starting April, his energy levels tanked and he started to lose weight at an alarming rate.  We thought that they were linked to starting a new call, having a newborn and moving homes. So we were floored when Seung's primary stated that it looked suspiciously like cancer.  Words cannot convey the devastation and anguish that we felt when we heard the news. And honestly, the first 2 days were the pits. Every time Seung would hold our 3rd or when he would be with the kids, I would find myself just thinking the worst: our kids are too young to have their daddy taken away, I can't raise the kids on my own, to will our baby O even remember how much his daddy loves him? But God is good. Since th...